I feel like my fever is breaking.
You know when fall asleep really sick, and the next morning you can feel how much better you are? It's like that. I'm gauging my sickness.
Morning is drastic. My room is so gray. And on regular days, when I have to wake up at 6:20 it's still dark.
I feel like I'm reprogramming myself.
The Books are the sound my heart is making.
Last night I fell asleep full of hope and relief.