I've been awfully sick. I have fever dreams of coming back to school and having people I don't really know ask me if I went back to the hospital and if my clots are all right. But I'm not one of those people that you worry about. I can't be one of those people with casual friends. I am all or nothing, I will not funnel myself into small talk and group politics. I don't mean to be exclusive, it's called self-preservation. I'm sick of ringleaders and back talk and basic highschool shit.

I think everyone that used to read me committed suicide or became addcited to painkillers.

I know there are people at school who read this and I'm unaware. Maybe they think I'll talk about the size of Joel's penis or about Sam Lansky's drug habits.
And I know I do the same thing, but not for drama. I like this private/public broadcasting because I love getting into people's heads. You learn more, makes you humane.

Missed anything?
livejournal - 2005-03-02
romantic love - 2005-03-02
caitlin and i - 2005-02-28
the backyard - 2005-02-28
together - 2005-02-27