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bleeding and traumatized hippos (2005-02-19 - 5:32 p.m.) Am I going to bleed or what?! My blood thinners make my limbs fall asleep quicker than usual. I don't have lupus-anti-cogulate. So that means, it was just the birth control and the road trip. Provoked, there's nothing wrong with me - I'm just unlucky. I wonder if it has anything to do with the steel mill a block away. It was unusually hot today. After I took a shower I knelt in front of my large bathroom window in my towel and let the sun hit me. I could smell the hot wood of the house. I know I'm going to bleed tonight, the first time back at Joel's in months. I'll probably faint. No, it's not just menustrating anymore it's GUSHING OUT OF MY PELVIC ARTERY. I bleed three times as much as you do. And know that I'm off birth control, I'm breaking out and my hormones are OUT OF CONTROL. My lower stomach is boiling, you know that feeling - women? I wonder what it's like to feel pregnant. That will be weird.
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